stressed up.

Things are not going too well..
sec 3 is hard.
ever since the term started i havnt been passing my maths and sciences.
i studied really really hard already..
i dont know what is going on with myself.
between common test, training for competitions and tuition
im completely wiped out.
today is only Wednesday and i feel soo exhausted already.

i have completely no social life anymore..
now it's just study study study.
and sometimes i feel like i dont belong anywhere.
in the class i still feel lost.
it's not people, they are nice.
but i just cant seem to fit in anywhere.

Not so excited for tmr.

it's rather late and i have just finished my chores.
gotta do laundry hehe.

bee came over after school today and we ordered MACS
and just slack around. she played her wolfie game on my lappy for
a looooonnnngggg time and totally ignored.
hate it when she does that:p

i have a race tmr afternoon, not very excited for it.
it have been quite awhile since my last race...
kinda forget the feeling of it.
but i know i always start to panic at the starting line. hahahahs
slow reactions, cant help it.
late night water parade anyone..????

BEST AND WORST DAY EVER.

sometimes i wonder how i can have soo many
different emotions in just 24 hour..
from scared, pissed off, breaking down to complete bliss.
isnt it crazy how someone can control my feelings this way..
and for the million time i want to say"i'm glad history did not repeat itself."

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

Awesome weekend:)

soo as some of you have heard i went to Malacca over the weekends.
it was really fun, and i talked alot with my cousin.
just wasting time chatting about everything.
this friendship that we share, i never want it to end:)
the food there was great:) taste that you cant find in s'pore.
the sky is blue-er, there are more stars even the sun seems prettier:)

back at school today, had a really tired morning.
had a bad night, stayed up till pretty late to talk..
i dont want things to change,
cuz right now i feel like the happiest woman in the world.
i hope you will stay right here..

SURPRISE!! SUPPLIES!! SURPRISE!! :D

today was a tiring day..
lessons was boring and i just cant concentrate

with all those construction sounds.

ate candy to keep awake but still ended up sleeping:)

the best part of the day is lunch:)

evan and rene "kidnapped" me to the canteen.

this may sound weird, but the trackers threw me

a belated birthday surprise:)

soo i have have a birthday cake on my birthday after all..

amirah you were right, surprises are the best best best!!!

Thanks everyone for all the effort, especially you rene.

you really is the best:)

Training was tiring, but i guess we got to get use to it.

next week is the competition haiz..

a sad number of sec ones came today, it's truly pathetic.

i hope more will turn up:)

pictures on FB